together we will make love true

yes i was once in love with amy
and i will always be in love with amy
but that doesn't mean i can't love you
for there are others still in my heart too
and if you are the one, you know that's true

first love lives forever
all love comes from there
the magic of innocent passion
the purity of learning to care
first love asks for nothing
that's why it takes all breath away
all love strives to match it
will you be my first love today

you know love does not end if you don't pretend
if you believe that true love is true
so everyone i've ever loved is here with me
and if you can't accept that as reality
then there is not much hope for me and you

but if you can accept and embrace all the love i ever knew
then i will do my best to do the same for you
that is honest love, unconditional trust, and true love too

for everyone tells me to keep this truth inside
i don't think that hiding is fun
and i will not trust a heart that has lied
tell me that my searching is done

if i am to be alone as this life ends
even though i live to be in love
I know a heart never breaks if it learns to bend
that is the heart i will always dream of

i just want to find the one who wants all of me
and i want to love all you have ever been as well
it won't work if we can't share each others fantasy
it won't work if there are stories you can't tell

so welcome to my world and all the love i've ever known
never letting go of true love is how my heart has grown
there is endless love inside if we just never choose to hide
tell me everything and let go of all fear shame and pride

you know love does not end if you don't pretend
if you believe that true love is true
so everyone i've ever loved is here with me
and if you've know true love you know the same is true for you
tell me everything and we can make everything new
tell me everything and and i'll do the same for you
trust me with everything...
that's how to make love true
tell me show me make me share me
let me share all of you
together we will make love true

my madhouse

after many years of desperately trying to share and help and save and bond and understand and trust and love and share and help and whatever, i chose to be alone most of the time in this latter portion of life because people are just too confused to get close to without getting hit by some part of their irrational fears or other negative energy... sad to be this lonely, but i finally decided it is mostly better than the constant battle to mend them... so simply, i tired of climbing the walls to get into other's madhouses so i decided to stay in my own...

at least, this way, i can enjoy my inner glee, my happiness and peace, even if it is all by myself...

but the dream that the one will find me remains...