so what would i say

if you were here in this physical space today, words wouldn't be necessary, yet our love of words would want to share in words as well, so what would i say... i would ask you about your day, the time you spent out of my sight... i would tell you about my time away from your physical presence... wanting to know everything about each other, wanting to share everything as much as possible, that is one of the most important similarities that bond us as soulmates (or whatever word we choose to convey the meant-for-each-other reality that we experience, that we are)... and then i would ask you to tell me everything that is in you at the moment and everything that matters to you before, during, and after the moment... and i would tell you whatever you wanted to know about me and my time away so we would never have to feel away from each other (unless we wanted alone time)... and when our love of the words was satisfied, at least for the moment, we would share in any other way we chose... finally resting in each others arms for the comfort of shared sleep and the joy of shared awakening and understanding of the meaning of being together...

could be waiting

yes, the silence does not mean the message has not been sent every day with every breath, the silence only means i am waiting silently, actively engaged with living (and loving) the moments until you arrive, and perhaps (oh, perhaps, aye?) the silence allows me to drift from the hunger, the desire, the longing to find you and share with you in the physical world... could i, as some believe, manifest you in this life simply by wanting enough, by doing something just right, aligning my spine or chakras or the stars or something, i wonder only loosely because i know the aching longing hunger and desire i feel all the time and how many times i have expressed it through the years... and you know it too...

why we remain apart may be best left as a mystery for now or for all time... there is a reason we trust as we trust each other and the flow of the energy of the universe unconditionally... still, perhaps as i could be waiting i also could be keeping in touch in more than silence, for even as the silence is so much more than words, sometimes words can be satisfying too...

i love you, always and all ways, every moment and in between, unconditionally and completely, and even as much as we know that, now we can read it again :)