yes, the silence does not mean the message has not been sent every day with every breath, the silence only means i am waiting silently, actively engaged with living (and loving) the moments until you arrive, and perhaps (oh, perhaps, aye?) the silence allows me to drift from the hunger, the desire, the longing to find you and share with you in the physical world... could i, as some believe, manifest you in this life simply by wanting enough, by doing something just right, aligning my spine or chakras or the stars or something, i wonder only loosely because i know the aching longing hunger and desire i feel all the time and how many times i have expressed it through the years... and you know it too...
why we remain apart may be best left as a mystery for now or for all time... there is a reason we trust as we trust each other and the flow of the energy of the universe unconditionally... still, perhaps as i could be waiting i also could be keeping in touch in more than silence, for even as the silence is so much more than words, sometimes words can be satisfying too...
i love you, always and all ways, every moment and in between, unconditionally and completely, and even as much as we know that, now we can read it again :)
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