abyss

maybe this is true
and maybe this is true
truth is both are true
and that's my story

i know i can do this alone
the question is can i do this alone?
and the answer is still maybe...
without the glory

and it hurts so much to feel this way
and my friends never know what to say
if they get this close to me to know
it is time they should go

i am an abyss
and only another can fill me
not any abyss
one who can give everything
no fear or doubt
an actualized infinite mind
and yet still alone
so everything can be wrong

and until someone shares unconditional love
how honest doubt persists
and until someone shares unconditional trust
how can i know it exists

most people have family and take it for granted
they can't experience what it's like to never know it
i can't be the only one who is this disenchanted
but i've yet to meet anyone who can really show it

and it hurts so much to feel this way
to never know why the who world prays
to never know unconditional trust
and unconditional love is just a phrase

who understands?
who understands?
who understands?


i am an abyss
and only another can fill me
not any abyss
one who can give everything
no fear or doubt
an actualized infinite mind
and yet still alone
so everything can be wrong

what can i say?

(just raise hope one more day)